LIFE IS A GIFT..

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she's blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He has always been there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry herboyfriend. One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she can see everything, including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her, "Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?" The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend is blind too, and refused to marry him. Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying, "Just take care of my eyes dear." This is how human brain changes when the status change. Only few would remember what life was before, and who has always been there even in the most painful situations.

Life Is A Gift.

Before you think of saying an unkind word,

Think of someone who can't speak.

Before you complain about the taste of your food,

Think of someone who has nothing to eat.

Before you complain about your husband or wife

Think of someone who's crying out to God for a companion.

Before you complain about life

Think of someone who went too early to heaven

Before you complain about your children

Think of someone who desires children but they're barren.

Before you argue about your dirty house, someone didn't clean or sweep

Think of the people who are living in the streets.

Before whining about the distance you drive

Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.

Before you complain about your job and how tired you are

Think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had our job.

BUT before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another

Remember that NONE of us are without sin and all of us answer to one maker.

When depressing thoughts seem to get you down,

put a smile on your face and thank God you're alive and still around.

Life is a gift

Live it, Enjoy it, Celebrate it, And fulfill it

And while you are at it give love to someone today

Love someone with what you do and the words you say

Love is not meant to be kept locked inside of us and hidden

So give it away "Give Love to someone today!"

DEMI WAKTU - UNGU

Aku yang tak pernah bisa
Lupakan dirinya
Yang kini hadir
Di antara kita
Namun ku juga takkan bisa
Menepis bayangmu
Yang selama ini
Temani hidupku

Chorus...
Maafkan aku
Menduakan cintamu
Berat rasa hatiku
Tinggalkan dirinya
Dan demi waktu
Yang bergulir
Di sampingmu
Maafkanlah diriku
Sepenuh hatimu
Seandainya bila
Ku bisa memilih

Kalau saja waktu itu
Ku terjumpa dirinya
Mungkin semua
Takkan seperti ini
Dirimu dan dirinya kini
ada di hatiku
membawa aku
dalam kehancuran

Ulang chorus

BERCUTI KE GENTING BERSAMA RAKAN..

tada...semangat ber enjoy...kengkwn yg poyo

wei..korang ni takde kije ke..tgh boring le tu...

go genting..huhuhu...nk gerak nih..bas ni takde aircond..di pertengahan jln kene tukar bas...

time nk naik skyway ni...tak takut pon...

skyway lagi...tgh beratur cm nk beli mknn kat kantin

salah satu senibina yg aku kagum..kat atap dia nih..

selamat datang ke genting..ee..sejuk...

suke 1st world hotel punye design..colourful..

pintu masuk ke umah antu..macam tak seram pon...

suasana kat genting...berkabus dan sejuk..

pusing2..aku tak naik sbb aku pening kalo naik mende2 pusing nih..

kabus...nak ujan sebenarnye...

ape ni...air kot..tgh carik surau sebenarnye..lost..

sebenarnye percutian ni diadakan disebabkan tahap boring kitorg dah maksima..pegi ngan memember sekepala pulak tu..sure ar havoc..wpn kepala aku ni pening sbb jln ke genting ni punye pusing2..rase nk muntah pon ade.sbb tu..spjg on da way ke sana aku bantai ngorok sakan..hehe..pape pon...yg sedih nye bila agak2 petang tu..hujan la pulak..byk mende yg tak dapat main..rugi betul...terpaksalah layan view je..kabus putih mmg tebal habis..tak nampak jalan wei..rase cam kat perantauan je..tp suasana kt sana wat aku nyaman dan tenang..baru aku tau yg aku agak pecinta alam..suka kan keindahan alam kot...mungkin bleh wat otak aku rilek dan pandang ke depan...emm..indahnye dunia ciptaan tuhan (aku yg tgh puitis)..rase cam nk karang poem plak..hehe..pape pon..thanks genting..sbb bg aku suasana yg sejuk, selesa dan gembira..

AKU YANG MERINDU..

Bulan ramdhan dah nak dekat, bermakna tak lama lagi dah nak puasa. nasib baik aku dh habis ganti puasa. bila dah nk puasa biasanya aku akan rase macam something missing. aku rasa aku dah tak macam aku yg dulu. aku teringat waktu aku sekolah agama dulu. time bulan puasa memang time kumpul pahala la. ibadah di buat secara maksima. tarawih tak tinggal. mengaji. wat tadarus al quran. setiap ramadhan sure khatam. everything yg dilakukan sume dgn kusyuk termasuk makan. ye la.. makan tu pon ibadah gak. best nye time tu. hati tenang. rezeki pon murah. hidup ceria dan terorganize. mmg memori indah yg susah nk lupe.

mmg aku tak caye aku ni produk sekolah agama. teringat dulu. pakai pon tudung labuh. alim sungguh. kuar mesti pakai setokin. dan tingkah laku sentiasa dikawal. emm..tapi kengkadang tu terover la jugak. biase la. sikap poyo aku tak berubah pon sejak dari dulu. yg aku tau. aku agak pemalu la dulu. wakaka. ye ke..yg agak ketara nye bila sekolah agama ni..hubungan antara lelaki n perempuan..mmg ade limit..nk cakap ngan lelaki pon mmg susah..nk kata peraturan sekolah.tak lah melarang terus pergaulan lelaki n pempuan..tapi mende ni semula jadi..pergaulan ngan lelaki mmg kurang..tah ar..disbb kan malu ke, segan ke..tapi puak XY ni mmg selalunye di jauhi. mungkin aku rase tak penting sgt kalo sembang ngan diorg kot. emm..atau pon diorg yg merasakan aku tak wujud. hehe. tak glemer betul aku time tu. ye la..mn nk gelemer..aku lebih mementingkan tidur dikelas dari sembang ngan diorg kalo cikgu takde..siapakah yg bersalah dalam hal ni..??

TAPI..all da behavior berubah sikit bila aku start sekolah kat MRSM..emm..kalo nk dikatakn mrsm ni sosial tak la sgt berbanding ngan sekolah teknik..aku tak la terkene culture shock..mungkin aku agak terkejut sket la..ye la..waktu aku sekolah asrama agama tu dekat je ngan umah..15 minit dah sampai..kat mrsm plak lebih kurang 8 jam baru sampai..mane la tak terkejut metabolisme badan aku ngan perubahan musim dan suhu yg berbeza. time aku sekolah kat pantai timur ni..tekanan yg berlaku sbb aku tak hebat dan kurang arif dalam bahasa sana. kalo diorg ckp ngan aku, aku sure blur la. cam itek ngan ayam bercakap. walaupn hakikatnye itik ngn ayam mn reti ckp. tapi perubahan persekitaran wat aku lebih talkative la..lebih hepi dan lebih enjoy..walaupn kene buli ( rujuk entry sblm ni)..dan kekal la sikap tu pada aku smpi sekarang...

ape2 pon..zaman all school dulu mmg best..byk memori. byk kenangan. yg penting epi selalu..kdg2 aku rindu sgt pada masa dulu..rindu dgn hidup dulu..rindu jadik budak balik..rindu pada semua yg aku kenal..DULU dan KINI..yg pasti perasaan rindu tgh kuasai aku sekarang..especially pada semua pihak2 yg penah wujud dalam hidup aku..yg penah wat hati aku gembira..yg penah bg kenangan indah utk aku..dan sume yg telah wat aku rasa aku ni istimewa dan wujud..dan aku tau..individu tu sendiri tau sape yg aku maksud kan..ish..ade unsur2 emosi plak entry kali ni..hehe..pape pon...TERIMA KASIH SEMUA...

FESTIVAL ANGGERIK KAT SHAH ALAM

festival anggerik kat SACC mall

siap ade demo gubahan..

ni makcik yg hebat menggubah anggerik tu...

anggerik yg gebu..rase nk petik je....

ni spesies anggerik hibrid..maknanye mix ar..campur2 gen

unik gilee...

ramai yg terpikat dan kagum ngan keanggunan anggerik2 ni..

ikebana

local style...

rase nak makan je pisang tu..

anggerik pink yg comel..

ikebana lagi..ade sawang colourful n berglitter..

KENAPE UDANG YG MENJADI PERSOALANKU..

tetibe aku teringat mase aku kecik2 dulu..dalam darjah 1 atau darjah 2..waktu tu family aku tgh giat mengusahakan projek udang harimau dengan jayanya..time ni mmg best ar makan udang..boleh muntah sbb byk sangat mkn udang..udang yg idup2 lagi tu aku bakar atas api..bunyinye cam kejam pulak ek..tapi mmg best ar..lemak manis berkrim dan di sukai ramai rasenye..nyam2...

kalo nk diceritakan pasal udang hikayat udang rimau ni..nk jaga dia mmg leceh ar..kolam udang ni mmg besar..lagi besau dari swimming pool..pergh..kalo main bola mmg best ar..memula kolam tu kene pastikan bersih dulu..lumpur2 lame kena dibuang..bila kolam betul2 kering..taburkan ngan kapur..nk make sure pH tanah berada dalam keadaan yg optima dan menyediakan persekitaran yg sihat untuk anak2 udang yg bakal dimasukn dlm kolam..ces..macam discovery chanel plak ni...mmg penat ar nk tabur kapur kt kolam yg besar gabak nih..pas sume kapur tu dah meresap dalam tanah..baru masukkn air dari laut..air laut tu mmg di tapis utk mengelakan haiwan liar dari laut seperti ikan paus, jerung putih atau obor2 serta mentibang laut melepasi ke dalam kolam udang yg terpelihara persekitarannye..

pastu proses masukkn anak udang pulak yg biasenye kitorg panggil benih udang..mmg halus gilo ar macam makhluk halus (story aku kali ni takde kait mengait ngan story angker tau)..kene tengok guna kanta ar..stok benih udang kitorg dapat dari thailand..ade kabel dari sane ar yg supply feed n all da stuff utk pastikan udang kami sihat dan cergas..biasenye target dalam satu kolam tu dalam 2 tan ar...lepas benih udang dilepas kan..memang kene bagi perhatian abes ar..setiap minggu wat pemantauan..dan pembesaran udang tu mmg di jaga..sbb byk penyakit udang cam white spot yg sentiasa menggugat kesihatan udang2 kami yg cumil..

udang sedia dijual bila pembesarannye bila di timbang 30 ekor 1 kg..ok..kite kire keuntungannye pulak ek...satu kilo kononnye rm 25 la..harga tolak..kalo sekarang lagi la mahal..kalo 1 tan..brape..1 tan tu bersamaan 1000 kg...em..2 tan bersamaan 2000kg..darab je la..pastu duit tu kali ngan 4 sbb kolam udangnye ade 4..tapi tolak2 modal..ade ar untung separuh..kire ok ar..tapi semenjak ade ar waktu tu, ade serangan penyakit udang yg berleluasa hingga kan udang2 kami mengalami sakit yg kronik dan membawa maut..hingga ke hujung nyawa dan diiringi oleh kemelesetan ekonomi yg melanda negara menyebabkan kos penyelenggaraan tu jadi tinggi..dan akhirnye...perusahaan ini terpaksa dihentikn seketika...sadis sungguh kisahnye..perusahaan ni hanya bertahan hingga 10 tahun je..skrg sume kolam2 udang tu kitorg sewakan je...sbb kalo nk bermodal balik kene ade rm100,000..so, wat masa ni..kene kumpul la dulu..

kalo ikut idea adik aku..carik sorg yg expert bab2 aquaculture ni..then kitorg bermodal dan untung bahagi 2..em..cam ok gak idea tu..tak tau cam ne...itu je la citenye..antara musuh2 udang peliharaan kami yg terchenta..:

1. memerang - sejenis haiwan berwarna hitam dan bermisai. skill swimmingnye mmg patut dibanggakan dan merupakan spesis haiwan yg kiut dan kurang manja
2. bangau - dari spesies burung berwarna putih yg pernah berjaya kami tangkap menggunakan lastik dan di buat rendang bangau..sedap wei..
3. burung layang2 - sejenis burung yg berbentuk layang2 dan bukan wau..serta air liurnye menjadi tumpuan ramai sehingga menjilat jari kaki
4. homo sapiens - atau dengan lebih glemer nye di panggil manusia dalam famili pencurik la..kalo nk makan tu mintak la..ni diorg lebih selesa dgn profesion amik barang tanpa kebenaran..sumpah diorg jd kereta bmw siri 8..

musuh2 lain masih dalam kajian aku..sbb aku pon tak ingat ape lagi musuh2 udang ni..maklum ar, waktu tu belum paham lagi pasal keadaan sekeliling..ok ler..penat la..asyik taip perkataan udang je..aku tetibe terase nk makan udang pulak...emmm...

WHO'S ME??

HOW BAD IS YOUR TEMPER ACCORDING TO YOUR HOROSCOPE>

ARIES MARCH 21 - APRIL 20

Nothing seems to ruffle you more than a lack of> discipline, disloyalty and> decorum. But Arians are also known to go into a rage> very easily when> challenged. Those of you who have been on the> receiving end of the Aries> temper know that if not calmed down they can even> get violent. But one> thing is certain if the opponent remains calm and> does not react to their> outburst, Arians cool down very fast. They are also> the first to> apologize, which makes them easier to forgive.> >

TAURUS APRIL 21 - MAY 20

You are generally quiet and have control over your> emotions. It is> difficult to predict what will upset you, so when> you do lose your cool,> people don't know how to react. Your temper is like> that of a raging bull,> and anyone trying to pacify you will be the first> one to get a verbal> bashing. You generally get upset when you are> concerned or when people> accuse you of doing something wrong. You also hate> being reminded about> mistakes you've made in the past. You also have the> potential to be> terribly vindictive if rubbed the wrong way.> >

GEMINI MAY 21 - June 29

You are recognized by your cheerful disposition and> your jovial nature is> easily susceptible to anger. In fact, you are the> best person to have> around when there is an ugly scene at a party you> can bring the warring> factions together quite diplomatically. But when you> lose cool, you yell> and scream and will not listen to reason. You must> have the last word in a> wordy duel. Your capacity to argue aggressively is> matched only by your> seductive charm.> >

CANCER JUNE 21 - JULY 21

Considering how charming, caring and kind you are,> you dislike unpleasant> scenes, much less creating one yourself. You have> great tolerance and> rarely get provoked into losing your temper. If> someone is unreasonable or> trying to create trouble, you are more likely to> walk away quietly. But> that does not mean you do not have a temper. When> angry, in your effort to> control your emotions, you tremble, your hands get> sweaty and sometimes> you fumble for words. Tears roll down your eyes> easily and the opponent is> touched by your innocence and will seek an apology> immediately.> >

LEO JULY 22 - AUGUST 21

If anyone has total control over their emotions, it> is you. But then, you> can be described as stiff, cold and uncaring. You> are known to lack> spontaneity but you really don't care about> opinions. You don't like to> create scenes and will never accept invitations to a> party where you> suspect the presence of an unruly lot. But your very> presence seems> challenging to some and they take vicarious pleasure> in your disquiet..> When angry you can use critical language. A dressing> down can humiliate> your opponent, causing a strain between both of you> forever.> >

VIRGO AUGUST 22 - SEPTEMBER 21

Most of you are gentle and have full control over> your emotions but those> of you given to temper tantrums can certainly get> violent. When see things> with rage, you yell and shout and tend to break> things lying close at> hand. You can even harm yourself by banging your> hands on a glass top> table or wall. You should never get into any> argument, for you are a sore> loser. You feel that others are trying to persecute> you and don't quite> respect your opinions. When hurt, you can also hold> grudges forever.> >

LIBRA SEPTEMBER 22 - OCTOBER 22

Did someone say that you are the charmers of the> zodiac? Well, it's true.> Few have ever seen you ruffled or angry. You are> very conscious of your> image, and you believe that anger distorts your face> and personality. You> also think you are above things like anger. But wait> before you get into> self-congratulatory mood. Your family or those very> close to you know you> better. You have an unmatched temper amongst all the> zodiac signs, and> what makes it worse is your capacity to justify it.> >

SCORPIO OCTOBER 23 - NOVEMBER 21

Of course you don't lose your cool. But your very> demeanor (manner)> projects haughtiness (arrogance, pride), pride and> grand disdain> (disregard) for lesser mortals (human). Others are> often found saying that> anger sits on your nose and you are raring to give> your piece mind to the> first person who try to be funny with you. You are> selective in the choice> of your friends, and have a low tolerance for the> superfluous (extra)> types. Your tongue-lashing (attack) is generally in> a soft hissing tone> for when you scream, your voice tends to get shrill> and loud and you do> hate drawing attention to yourself! When upset, you> are angrier with> yourself for having shown weakness, for the last> thing that Scorpio wants> to show is being out of control.> >

SAGITTARIUS NOVEMBER 22 - DECEMBER 20

You are insensible and generally have no complete> control over your> emotions. You do get angry quickly and others marvel> at your anger levels> even when provoked. Actually, you get tongue-tied> when angry and you will> remove your anger waiting for the other person to> calm down. Then you will> reason with your opponent and convince the other> person in a very gentle> manner that the whole thing was just his mistake.> You're also likely to> totally sever ties with someone when you're upset> with them.> >

CAPRICORN DECEMBER 21 - JANUARY 19

Few will believe that a hardcore practical person> like you is capable of> sensitivity and genuine emotions. You project a hard> exterior but are> actually very sensitive, a trait you successfully> hide from others. You> can see thing with anger but will not betray your> feelings. But then,> there are times that even you cannot control your> temper. Under such> circumstances you can shout and scream, more with> frustration at the> situation than with anger at any particular person.> Your outbursts can> shock others and can make them feel guilty too.> >

AQUARIUS JANUARY 20 - FEBRUARY 18

You are noble and kind and dislike losing control> over your emotions. It> is very rare for you to get angry. You are also the> pacifier in situations> that involve arguments. It is always your endeavor> to be perfect and> socially correct in your behavior and attitude, but> if misunderstood and> slighted you can give in to an angry outburst. You> will shout and scream> and then walk out from the scene. You cannot easily> forget the situation> and will be bitter about it for a long time.> >

PISCES FEBRUARY 19 - MARCH 20

The only thing that can be said about you dreamers> is that you appear even> more attractive when angry. You are very sensitive> to others' feelings, so> you rarely hurt them. But when others tend to hurt> you, then things take a> nasty turn. You will yell and use harsh words and> feel inclined to shake> everything and everyone up. Your creative> imagination is at its best when> angry, and you tend to get pretty dramatic.. When> upset, you refuse to> listen to reason and wish to be left alone. But once> you calm down, you> repent your tantrums and seek forgiveness. SO nobody> can be upset with you> for too long.